Thank you God!

Thank you Lord God, for uplifting me, helping me carry my burdens, my problems. Thank you so much for comforting me and I did feel you tonight, it was comforting and relieving. When everyone touched me and as they've know that I needed help, I felt that it was you, I felt your love. Thank you so much. I love you Lord God.

GOODBYE MY BELOVED LONG AND WAVY HAIR

Just out of the blue I wanted to make my hair short. And my best friend says if you had your hair cut done after a sad break up, you are ready or already moved on :D. Here’s are my pictures

My little brother having a haircut
It’s me! haha

My theme song as for this moment.

"From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart"

*lahat ng videos sa youtube naka disable ang embed video :( Anyway here's the lyrics na lang, Saktong sakto sa akin hoho!

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, still I miss you somehow

[CHORUS:]
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love
'Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

[Repeat CHORUS]

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

[Repeat CHORUS]

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?

Aya as a STYLIST.

Because of my love for arts and fashion, I dreamt to be a fashion designer. I love to draw dresses that I want to wear on my wedding or anything special occasion or anything I want to wear in my daily life. Sometimes, I'm the one who styles the model's outfit and because of my latest shoot with Nads Sarto, I'm having interest on styling. Anyway here's the peg.

I picked her white sleveless blouse and her corset from Genevieve. I also used two petticoats so that it will look puffier. Actually her black skirt was the 2nd petticoat and underneath it is a maroon petticoat.

We also used her cute black open toe boots.

I'll post the photos from our new shoot later this week.

January 11, 2011 -Tambay sa mga Sarto.

January 11. 2011. Should be having a photoshoot with Lemuel. So I went to Molino and stayed at the Sarto's residence and waiting for Ralph and Lem and then I found out that both guys are in Manila. At around 1630H I was preparing myself to leave because this subdivision makes me emo especially if I see the huge house on the other street but due to Din's convincing power that I should have dinner with them and be accompanied by his big brother, Kuya Nico, on going home. To make the story short, I had fun!

Thanks to Dindin, for accompanying me, making me happy and diverting my sadness and also thank you for being my instant model and for the Pancit Canton! To Kuya Nico, it's been awhile since we bond and talked like this. Thank you for accompanying me on my way home and for listening on my rants :D

I shall visit Molino after 3-4 months, it's also one of my Moving On Strategies haha