December 24, 2010
I hate violence. I super uber mega hate violence because it can make anything worse. I rather be emotionally and mentally abused rather than physically. I hate violence because it reminds me how my father beats us, it was too harsh and not right and thankfully he changed. I'm only a human who also has a traumatic experience so anyone who beats or did something violent on me, all the violent and bad things had happened in the past, flashbacks and that's when I start to breakdown. FYI, I'm the person who hates to cry. And I guess, this is one of the reason why I wanted to be a Psychiatric Nurse/Psychiatrist/Neurologist and I really wanted to be assigned in the ward where the serial killers and lots of violent people came from, I want to know them better and the reason why are they are liked that. But I need to work for myself, to be strong so that I won't breakdown if ever anything happens, I need self awareness!!
For me, the best thing to give for a person who made you bad is Kindness. Why? Like I said violence makes everything worse so why not end it with kindness so everyhting would stop. And I think that showing kindness is a sign of strength which violence is a sign of weakness, it needs a lot of courage to show kindness and that's why they do violent acts to cover their weakness and fears. Like the Lebanese-American poet, Kahlil Gibran said ""Tenderness and kindness are not signs of weakness and despair but manifestations of strength and resolution." Forgive and be kind to others and I promise you you're life will be full of happiness and it will eventually make you more positive.
Anyway, a little rant that I need to release on my system.
OFF TOPIC: I need my google chrome back because IE sucks! haha
December 17, 2010
December 13, 2010
December 11, 2010
December 7, 2010
* San Agustin Church
December 6, 2010
December 5, 2010
Day Thirty (Last Challenge): Take a photo of yourself right now and post it,or post the most recent picture you can find
December 4, 2010
December 3, 2010
December 2, 2010
Day Twenty Seven: List your three favorite girls names, three favorite boys name, and your three favorite names for a pet.
December 1, 2010
November 29, 2010
November 28, 2010
Day Twenty Two: Do you play a sport? Tell us about it. If not, talk about a different hobby you may have.
November 27, 2010
November 26, 2010
November 24, 2010
November 23, 2010
November 22, 2010
November 21, 2010
November 20, 2010
Day Fourteen: Do you have a siblings? Talk about them, or talk about what's it's like to be an only child
November 19, 2010
November 17, 2010
November 16, 2010
I have a pet dog named Mimiko (nicknamed Mimi), she's a half Japanese Spitz-half Shih tzu. She's a graduation gift from my father and a family friend. I received her exactly an hour before I left house. She's a spoiled brat dog, she loves to stay in front of the air condition to sleep. What I like about my little Mimi is that every time you came home, she's always going gaga and jumping like crazy which shows that she really missed you so much. Although, sometimes she's a little annoying dog I still love her and can't really harm her not like my brothers.
We also have a pair of love birds, I named them Morgan and Hunter, from Cate Tiernan's Sweep. It was a gift from my Daddy's friend, he just came home from a middle of the night with two little love birds. These birds serve us as our alarm clock haha they chirp exactly at around 5am and sleep early at 9pm!!
November 14, 2010
November 12, 2010
November 11, 2010
How to start? Hmmm...
Hmmm... I have lots of close friends, my eating buddy friends, my gala friends, my groupmates, my cosplay family, my jogging buddy and many more but all of them treated me as their sibling not just only a friend but also as a family. I won't make any descriptions about them because there were lots of them. Anyway, I'll write a list of their names and a little description about them.
November 10, 2010
November 9, 2010
November 8, 2010
October 18, 2010
Saw an old entry from my old blog about my names and nicknames and their meaninghttp://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=118985660215. So here I'm going to write the names I miss being called and the people who called me by these names.
Arirang - called by NG Troopers (My HS friends
Yen - IRC Chatmates
Nuriko - J-anne Fuentes
!Mei Mei - IRC xp
Mamay - WABSHOE
Mara - Shiela Rondina
Yukinohime or Yuki-chan -forum mates or people I met online :D
Aya-dono - Joel Bernados :)
Cox - Clarins Torrontegu
iGreat Mom - Group Twoot
Aya-chan - Shem Bermudez, Torio Guzman, Alot Aludo, Cez Cuerdo, Charm Gauiran and Franz Galang
Empyot - Jannic Delicana
Impyo - Reynalyn Nodora and Tim Lazo
Arapot - longtime neighbors
Ayaness -Marijo Cuevas
Ayanessan -The two japanese kids I babysit, Youji and Misa.
Papaya - Joan Otarra aka Banana
Ayapot -Ate Ren (Grace Dela Cruz) and Niegel Teodoro
Princesa, Senorita, Donya Ara -My father and my yaya
Aya-kun -Franz Galang
MAE - a staff nurse from MMC
Japan Japan - Nachee Patricio
Ra -MommyRara -Inna Del Castillo
Itoko -Jannic Delicana
Aia-chan -Alex Rivera
Haruhi -Shem Bermudez aka Kyon xp
Baya, Haya, Kaya, Bochok, Bubuchacha, Chachachan... -Marijo Mae Cuevas
Yaya -Cavinti Kids
Imouta-chan -Tino Dumlao
October 12, 2010
September 21, 2010
*Picture Picture with my Twoot Family (minus Inna, Renz and Franz)
September 8, 2010
Thank you for having me as child and watching over me ever since I was born. Always remember that I will always be your loyal daughter, thank you for introducing yourself to me again last 9 years ago.
August 27, 2010
August 26, 2010
August 24, 2010
August 22, 2010
August 17, 2010
When I was a kid I love eating Ice cream, I'll do anything to eat ice cream. I never got tired of eating those Ice cream but when I turned 16 years old I was a bit conscious of my weight and tried to eat Yogurt (because they said that helps you to lose weight) and I got addicted to Yogurt.
I started eating frozen Yogurt just last May 2010 were me and Majo ate at Red Mango, it does taste like Yogurt (the sour taste). At around June, me and Jezza tried White Hat and yes, we got addicted to it and we've been returning to White Hat almost everyday! I tried California Berry for FroYo's sake and it does taste like Red Mango with the sour taste of yogurt. Just weeks ago we ate at Tutti Frutti and it was also delicious but it didn't replaced White Hat as my number 1. And just yesterday, I ate at Qoola with Laiza and I fell in love with it! And it has replaced White Hat as my number 1 favorite Frozen Yogurt although it's a bit expensive. And now, I'm craving for fro-yo!
My Fro-yo toplist:
2. White Hat
3. Tutti Frutti
4. Red Mango
5. California Berry
My Pending List of Fro-yo:
*I love berries
August 16, 2010
You know what hurts? It's when someone you special yesterday, but made you feel that you were the most stupid person today.
August 14, 2010
Anyway, I want to share to you a teaser for my next portfolio which will be posted on my Facebook, DeviantArt and Multiply accounts.
August 8, 2010
We all have a little extrovert and introvert in us. We might, for example, act goofy when hanging out with friends, but barely make a peep during office meetings. By gaining a better understanding as to where we lie on the extroversion/introversion continuum, we can develop not only a deeper understanding of ourselves, but also of those
you appear to be the type of person who enjoys socializing with both large and smaller, more intimate groups of people. You don't mind being around big crowds, but that doesn't mean you'll want to crash every party you're invited to. Having an active social life and extending your network of friends is relatively important to you, but it isn't the most crucial thing. You've managed to strike a great balance between actively involving yourself in your larger social network, and spending some quality time with a few intimate friends. Although you may not always be the conversation-starter or the "life of the party", you are generally a very outgoing individual, whether among friends or people you are less familiar with.
August 7, 2010
Being contented was one of the things I've learn in Louisa May Alcott's Little Women so here I am trying and doing my best to be contented with the things I have and for the look that God gave to me. Although sometimes we think that this is not enough and getting envious to others is really a dangerous and deadly sin. I should tell myself that I'am unique and truly a gift, a wonderful gift given by the Almighty Father.
August 4, 2010
July 28, 2010
June 8, 2010
Usapan 9am magmemeet sa Metropoin Jollibee at dahil late ako nagising inaadjust ko ng 10am haha. 1030am kami nacomplete and kumain na ng breakfast sa Jollibee. First church, Our Mother of Perpetual Help at Baclaran. Nilakad namen from Taft EDSA/ Pasay Rotonda to Baclaran Church.
1100H - May nangyaring Raid sa Baclaran, first time ko makawitness.
Pumila si Jeng sa BPI tapos may sumingit na ate sa pila
Jeng: Excuse me Miss nakapila ka?
Ate: Oo dito *points*
Aya: Pumila ka sa harap niya Jeng, nauuna ka kaya!
Jeng: Hayaan muna, mukhang nagmamadali yata siya
*Then biglang lipat sa likod si ate* HAHA
After magdasal sa Baclaran Church sumakay kami ng jeep pagbalik ng EDSA Taft. Naghanap ng jeep papuntang PACO pero narealize namen na mas malapit ang Malate Church ayun lumipat pa kami ng jeep pero narealize namen mas malapit kami sa Church nila Jannic haha
2nd Church, Our Lady of Sorrows, Harisson
Ung kuya naglimos.
3rd church, Our Lady of Remedies Parish, Malate
tumigil muna sa 7/11 and bumili ng maiinom. BTW, feeling close si Kuya Jeepney Driver.
Pagpasok namen sa Church akala namen may Mass, ay meron pa lang mass per ung Mass before ng libing
4th Church, Minor Basilica of the Immaculate Conception (Manila Cathedral-Basilica), Intramuros
-Sarado pa ang San Agustin Parish, 5pm pa daw mag open! hmpf!
May Wedding sa Manila Cathedral. Before pala kami makapasok sa Intramuros may nabundol na bata, nabundol ng truck. Tatanga tanga kasi ung nanay bwiset.
-Nung umalis na kami sa Intramuros may babaeng grasa na dikit ng dikit sabing wala kaming pera sunod pa rin ng sunod pero sa huli sumuko din xa haha and madami din kami nakitang Rugby and Thinner boys la lang share ko lang.
5th Church, Minor Basilica of the Black Nazarene, Quiapo
-First time ko!! daming tao.
-May tumabing manong na lolo na mukhang manyak (sorry for bring judgmental) sa aken at bigla niya ko kinausap
Lolo: Ang init noh?
Aya: *deadma* *tapos lumuhod at hawak ang novena notebook ni Jeng*
Lolo: Ano yang binabasa mo?
Aya: *deadma* *busy nagdadasal*
Lolo: Pst! Pst! Pssssssst! Psst! PSt! PSSSSSSSSSSSST!!! *Maya maya nagdabog at umalis na sa tabi ko at umupo na sa harap ko.*
6th Church, San Jose De Trozo Parish, Sta. Cruz
bago makapunta dito tumingin pa kami ng mga DSLR hehe
-Naging Psychologist na si Jannic.
On the way to Ayala. Nagbus kami sa Quiapo papuntang Ayala. Nagkwentuhan about lovelife, wala daw alam si Jannic pero ang galing magbigay ng advice! haha
-Ang taray ni Manang. HAHA JENG TARAYAN MO!!!
7th Church, Santo Nino De Paz, Greenbelt
-Sosyal. Gutom na ko. haha Unting tiis!!
8th Church, Santuario de San Antonio Parish, Forbes Park
-Mas sosyal to!! Lamiiiiiiiiig. May aircon!
9th Church, Archiocesan Shrine of Jesus, The Way, The truth and the life.
-Sa MoA! haha balik pasay ule,
Nag enjoy ako plus napagod kakalakad. Panay lakad kami pero masaya marami nakasalamuhang tao :) Thanks Jeng and Jannic sa pagsama sa aken :D Love you Guys!
April 19, 2010
Bakit ba ayaw nila maniwala na mahal ko kayo?
Nagtext ako sa mga taong mahal ko ng "ILY. :)" 12 na tao ang tinext ko at nakakatuwa ung mga nireply nila. Yung iba, deadma lang.
Riqi: Adik!haha ewan ko xeo Riqi, seryoso ako sa sinasabi ko haha
Aya: Wahaha xd
Majo:Haha! Ily too...
Aya: Haha! xd
Clarins: Uy wrng send ka! Haha cnung iniiloveyou m ha? Sira, haha pati ba naman bestfriend ko hindi naniniwala na mahal ko xa haha
Aya: D wrong send yan. Nu ba yan, d k nani2walan lab kta? Haha
Niegel: ILY? Haha. Yieee.
Aya: Haha lab kta e.
Niegel: Wush0o. Wr0ng send yan n0. Haha.Para kay an0 yan n0. Haha
Aya: D nu. Para xeo yan.
Niegel: Ayee. Tatz nMan aq.
Athenah: Kanino to? Kay ***?
Aya: Xeo. Adik. Lab kta.
Athenah: Love you toooooooo!!!Mwaaaaahhhhhh! Anong meron? Lasing ka ba?
Aya: S sobrang bord ko narealize ko na lab kta wahahaha
Athenah: Adik ka! Tae! Love you more my guardian angel!Mwaaaahhhhhh!
Gene: We lab you too! Gene, ilan ka ba? ang dami mo naman haha
Alex: I love you?
ito ang the best...
Jannic and Dindin: Ano ang ILY? HAHAHAHA!!!
March 20, 2010
College student no more, I'm already an unemployed individual! I will miss my Monday-Sunday classes. I realized how fun studying is.
January 1, 2010
2. I'll lessen na ang simangot and try to smile often
3. Hindi na ko mangbabara out of nowhere.
4. Hindi na ako maninigaw.
5. I'll study harder though ok naman ung grades ko I'll study pa rin haha
6. I'll sleep earlier
7. I'll take care of my health
8. EXERCISE! LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOSE WEIGHT
9. Be Optimistic
10. I'll respect my parents na talaga
11. Magluluto na talaga ako dito sa bahay.
12. Ipon Ipon!
13. No more Absent and LATE!! :)
To all the people I've hurt and hated me I'm so sorry
To all the people who became a part of my life Thank you so much!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!